whenever my family reminds me-

you ve got your daddy's genes

im flattered, cuz my dad can clean like no
one else i know. in fact, whenever he does
reorganize the house every weekend; its like
he s made the transaction from garbage dump
to cinderella's palace. (i really do tell him tt)

which was what i, inept housekeeper tt i am,
attempted to do. total score: two messy cupboards,
one that positively exploded with ants-
one hideous glass cabinet, the cluttered veranda
a bedroom, and disarmed my charming sisters'
swine-like conditions of their study tables.

which explains a lot of their studying in front of
the tv, or 'computer work'. =P

and my eye was starting to actually twitch
from the dust, or it could be plain exhaustion-

when i finally took a break, and headed for ministry!
had an awesome praise and worship-
and had a great time! and sister eileens having twins!
hahahahs they just had their first resource meeting!

then left to meet up with the cg for a surprise,
celebrating Fee and Nao's birthday!!
hope you girls ll have a great 15th and 17th!! ^^
baked THREE BATCHES of chocolate and
cinnamon a la hint of chocolate muffins! =)

its extremely therapeutic, as much as washing
fat-laden glassware and utensils and risking
200 degrees scorch marks can be, but its worth it
friends, cuz when they start rising like the little
pillows of cupcake goodness they are, so does your
heart soar at the moment of bliss.

right. and then we cut this chocolate cake bought
from DJs (kenny was very gentlemanly to carry it,
light and cut it individually, so learn guys, LEARN) =)
hahahahas
and then we just crapped and talked before service!
had a good time talking on the mrt with syl ^^

then went for piano lessons! scales are a huge pain, but as
the line goes;

we have the seen the enemy, and he is us-

so i ll just have to practice more often! =)
pieces are shaping well, the gigue had better sound
good after this much modification-
and lastly just

had a good time walking home and singing-
with nobody watching! just the wind, shifting grass
pale lamplights, silent blocks-

and my dulcet tones.

and God with me. ^^

i m freeeeeeeeee
wahahahahahas

having the holidays i never really did have
NOW ^^

four more days-
culminating with le enfant teribles-

a level chinese orals.

chemistry.
economics.
biology.
chinese.

a thousand motivational phrases run
through my head now-

but none as comforting as the knowledge
that You will always be there to guide me.

^^

if there was ever another time that i needed You more.

as i slowly ambled between the irregular
foundations of the cosy neighbourhood estate
i have spent nearly half my life in

i became aware how the
yellowed dim lights of the surrounding lamposts
the cool night breeze weaving its way
into my clogged and dulled conscience
was refreshing my mind with every step

the serendity of the dark
was comfortingly relaxing, a sharp contrast from
the harsh fluroscent lighting overdose in my room
the sweet lingering air hinting an assortment of
the flora and fauna that flourished around
a delightful change from the stuffy environment
of little ventilation i m used to
(my fault actually- i m quite afraid of flying insects
attracted to light )

and my troubles finally seemed so far away
just as how i ve imagined
walking every step of my life with God to be like ^^

the excerpt above is actually the envisionment
of the five minute walk me and my sister is about
to take- kudos to my stressed out mind and blog
for the creative saturation. =)

i wanna live my life a new way-
the true way. ^^

and i wanted to curse in french.

mon dieu-

tres epouvantable!

now i procrastinate, besides not understanding
negative externality: marginal social costs!
and how to draw 1/f(x) graphs. and how to
do recurrence relations conjecture. and how to
appraently stop blogging and focus on printing the
IJC Promo Math papers- which have incorrigibly
jammed my house printer for the past hour!!

i ought to be shot, seriously.
(ahh but i didnt say what ^^)

oh and i just found out my primary sch friends
blog!
goodness i am in awe.
she sounds exactly the same as she did
FIVE YEARS AGO-
sweet and awesomely bubbly

and did i mention she got into HCI??
Goodnessss if we ever meet up again as
aged adults at a reunion
reminiscing about our past i will
half strangle her and half marvel at her total
brilliant-ness.

i repent Lord, but i m jealous!
(and really proud of her too =) )

hahahahs but i know
there s bible verse that says dont envy,
because God can bless you just as He does
others. =)

my God is a good God ^^

i find it fascinating that i
still cannot remember that
yes, YES-

the energy change when one mole of compound
is formed from its constituent elements in their
standard states under st. conditions

can be used to determine the energetic stability of the
compound relative to its constituent elements;

accordingly,
if standard enthalpy of formation is less than 0,
compound is more energetically stable than its
constituent elements. (i suspect this is due to the exothermic
nature of reaction, as more energy is req to form bonds than
to break them in forming the product)

goodness.
chemistry. biology.economics.mathematics.

God gave me a brain-

i really ought to use it. =)

Dantes Hell.
i bet you didnt know the Other Level.
muahahahas*echoes/

nyahh shant tell you guys what it is though.
feel absolutely ungrateful when i think
of others who dont have the chance to live
half the life of opportunities i have.

found out i have terrible perspective sometimes.
have got to learn to see the world through God s eyes!
and then;
all things are possible! ^^
perchance?
the blind will see
the lame will walk
the deaf will hear
the mute will speak
the dead will rise!
all things are possible with God! ^^

Jesus loves me that i know
for the bible told me so!/
yesJesuslovesme!
yesJesuslovesme!
the bible tells me so! ^^
*songfromchildrenschurch hahahas

evaluation of the past two weeks:

i would have loved to spend my holidays
doing what i love usually-

shopping and hanging out with friends
going for lots of HoGc hol. events and spending
time with my brethren =)
reading great books while eating bars of chocolate
watching anthony bourdain ^^

but sadly, i was supposed to spend time
mugging.

and even more depressing,
i dont understand what i m mugging!!
why on earth are my chemical bond angles
always WRONnnggg and i always forget how
its the aldehyde group at the end, not ketone enabling
reducing sugars to reduce Cu+ to Cu2+ in
Benedicts Test and zwitterions in proteins
are pH buffers becuase of its acidic and basic
R groups or something like that
and yeahhs its like a huge messs-

and econs. dont even get me started!

thankfully i was able to have a good cca training
its getting even better now that the nine of us
are official would-be seniors now
and sure my patterns are unforgivably abominable
and sure jiao lian expects much more
( and yes he shall get it! ^^ )
and sure the guys are all stronger drum beaters
and better pattern do-ers and grumblesgrumbles
but

i burnt fat!
and i think i m getting better at what i do! hahahahs

now my sister is whining for me to get off
my blog- yes even though she can spend about two
hours watching anime youtube herself 0.o

ughhs, guess i better start mugging now
cuz my sister and i are about to start fighting
and somebody has to be magnanimous and mature

so yes, God Bless me and my computer
hogging sister (nyah shes reading it now too!)

and my studies too! Viva la GOD)=D

hahahas mans actually slept about
the WHOLE DAY
after coming back from cca chalet =)
had a really great time! ^^
conclusion: get a tiny chalet room
throw in about ten guys, five girls
add mahjong, two colossal barbeques
(the way guys can eat is amazing man 0.o)
, scary night walks, card games
and pool (yes, swimming and billard ball)
lots of crapping, laughter
and about half an hour of sleep (for me ^^)

and you know you cant go wrong. =D

came across this line while reading a book !
Beliefs=>
Actions=>
Potential Tapped=>

Results.

that explains my results alot. 0.o
looks like this is gonna be a job for
Gods Strength. ^^

Isaish 12:1

O Lord, i will praise You
though you were angry with me
your anger is turned away,
and You comfort meBehold,
God is my salvation
i will trust and not be afraid
for YAH, the Lord, is my strength and song
He also has become my salvation
therefore with joy you will draw water
from the wells of salvation.
and the widow with nine coins lit her lamp;
and began searching for the lost coin.

whenever you want to give up
whenever you want to give up
whenever you want to give up
now that God never gives up on you.

isnt that amazing?
i think it is. ^^

Lord i pray that i will pray more.

when i have my own house one day

there will be a garden.

it will not have an apple tree. ^^

when i woke up from my nightmare today

i couldnt tell if it hadnt been true or not.

spent five minutes staring into space wondering if

it was possible i missed my entire H2 Bio mid-yrs

by staring at the flowers of the front porch of a

standard bungalow of an beach resort

while my sec 4 class was inside taking the exam.

after that, spent an hour studying the intricate details of

cellular photosynthesis.

hahahahas (ferredoxin sounds like a nice name) ^^

happy sighs.
ThankYouLord. =)

andibelieveinprayersagain.

now thats a special feeling i cant describe.